Realisation is a state which comes to you when you
walk out of yourself and view yourself from a distance
and then dive inside yourself to experience that realisation.
Soul stirring confrontations in relationships often lead
you to that point where you stand face to face with
realisations about facts that always existed.
Only that you didn't walk out and dive within
to feel the presence of the issues you now deal with.
Relatonships. You are a part of them
and they are a part of you.
When you take away something that means
a lot to somebody you love,
a feeling of worthlessness creeps in.
When communication seizes to exist with the person you love
you wonder where all the love vanished.
When you are sorry but can't express it
because the guilt is too deep, you pick at
your and your loved ones' wounds.
When the hurt seems to fade and the relationship
lights up again you still feel something pulling you away
from the person you love till it hurts.
It still hurts you and the hurt pulls
you away for no reason at all.
You don't feel forgiven, even though the guilt is subsiding.
P.S: stirring incidents lead you to understand your relationships.
They wake you up from a kind of stupor.
4 comments:
well said..
Its very aptly expressed..
its deep, very meaningful and one wants to read it again and again.
You write really well..kudos!
"Sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you're really strangers"
~c~
Just one word on your post: Excellent!
Soul stirring confrontations in relationships often lead
you to that point where you stand face to face with
realisations about facts that always existed.
Only that you didn't walk out and dive within
to feel the presence of the issues you now deal with.
Trust me dear..at such a point one really feels like giving it up. There are two kind of people who hold on in sucg situations. The brave and the Stupid. I belong to the latter group.
Relatonships. You are a part of them
and they are a part of you.
When you take away something that means
a lot to somebody you love,
a feeling of worthlessness creeps in.
When communication seizes to exist with the person you love
you wonder where all the love vanished.
WHat should one do if the relations intentionally kills the individual. ANy ideas?
When you are sorry but can't express it
because the guilt is too deep, you pick at
your and your loved ones' wounds.
What bout shameless people who have no guilt. WHo get up from one bed in a hurry , kiss goodbye at the door and run out saying they are getting delayed only to go anf fall into anotehr man's arms
When the hurt seems to fade and the relationship
lights up again you still feel something pulling you away
from the person you love till it hurts.
If you have really loved that person nothing will pull you away. If something pulls you away, best is to be honest and tell it to him rather than destroy his life by keeping him in the dark
It still hurts you and the hurt pulls
you away for no reason at all.
You don't feel forgiven, even though the guilt is subsiding.
P.S: stirring incidents lead you to understand your relationships.
DO i sound like a jilted lover? Well i have been duped and duped to such an extent that i m finally left speechless. But then for every monster there is a pacifier and sooner or later i am sure this volcano shall become extinct. Dunno hoiw you handle relationships and all but one of your close friends is a two faced slimy creature and i windered if you belonged to the same category. ......
Sorry if i have hurt you in any manner. U mentioned such a facet of life that i couldnt help but comment. Please feel free to edit or delete the same.
BTW if u wanna know which of your friend i am talking about..watch this space for more!!!
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