Tuesday, September 27, 2005

can't even stretch

It's like almost 9:30 pm and i'm still hanging around in office...
Don't ask me why?
I played some computer game some time back...where a man standing in the snow is got to hit a penguin and send it flying with a base ball bat like thing...the farther the penguin lands the more points you get...it was kind of funny...i made the highest score..woohoo...

and after that I wasn't in the mood to do anything...so I'm blogging...
don't know why but i just don't feel like picking up my feet and getting lost from here...
it's not the lazy kind of feeling...not even tiredness...but I just don't feel like leaving from here...
it's not even a feeling of boredom...the thing is i just can't lift my feet at the moment...
i wasn't feeling like this even when i was stoned...
it's like i'm still and everything around me is moving around me...when someone speaks to me..it just passes from somewhere close to my ear and just disappears somewhere in the background...

it's not strange...yes it's rare...usually people don't feel like this...i guess...

I have this urge in me to play cards...and don't have a set..so have been dying to get it...don't know from where the idea of playing cards entered my head...it's been there since yesterday...i just thought of it out of the blue...and now I just want them too badly...
this isn't that strange either...it's just a little madness...that's taken over...

you need some amount of hysteria to keep you going in a world like ours...

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